自从去年10月开始,我越来越不想做了。
就像做火车想从车上跳下去那种感觉,很强烈,奋不顾身寻死一样,却终究忍了下来。现在的工作也是忍,不知道能不能忍到最后,还有5个月,三年就过去了。
老大问有何打算,毫不犹豫的回答不会留下。原因应该是做够了吧,但有个借口是要去一趟西部,结束一种感情。春节回家的时候,问过爸爸,爸爸一会说你去干什么呢,没用,一会又说该去看看,到底有血缘关系,最后也没回答到底要不要去。我也是犹豫不决,天性如此,总要找个完美的借口。
昨天总裁过问老大,把公司的经理们也都叫过去,确立要做的决心,三年多了,还没有成果,怪我们吗?不过幸好国内同行同样没有做出来,而且坚持到现在的也剩下没有几家了。而项目里坚持到现在也仅有四个人了,其中来来去去也有八九个人了,最近部门又更换不停。总裁仅仅是一年过问一两次而已,毕竟几万人的公司,能过问这么几个人的项目也不错了。今天部门经理也召开会议决定重视项目,全力搞,但终究不是小东西,不是说搞就搞的,就试验也得半年一年呢。况且这么个大项目,外面都是一个公司级的来做,仅仅靠现有的四五个能干活的人,一个月能做出什么来?我说不会留下的时候,老大说出总经理说将怎样怎样做,有什么什么前途,好好考虑是否留下。不知道为什么前两年没有一点要离开的想法,这半年却发疯一般的要离开,也不知是不是呆的久了,就厌倦了。
一切皆有定数,该是你的,终究是你的,该你有的,终归会有的。
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